Ok I workout quite a bit today. it really helps with my depression. I walked/paced 4 miles today. Only upsetting thing is I had this bulging 3 inch vein over my temple.

I tried. I really did. With my anger issues and the pain of failure I tried to read the bible and Quran to try and get a sense of the God I have so much rage for. I read it and listened to the Quran. I made a dent but all I could see is a bully who treats us like tinker toys to be sacrificed at his will. But the worst is I hate me. I hate my life. I hate everything I am. I can't fight anymore. Everyday I wake up heartbroken. Everyday I hurt. My soul is dead.

I got a pedometer ap on my iPhone and I learned that I'm only walking 2.5 miles a day. Little disapointing

One of the greatest car minds inthe world has passed. Carroll Shelby created one of the most beautiful cars in my mind, the Shelby Cobra.

Ok, stay after the creidts. A OMGWTFBBQ level bombshell.

A total geekgasm. If you love CGI, you will gasm. If you love action, you will Gasm. If you like comedy you with gasm.


A+ film.

Taio Cruz's 'Hangover' portrays furries as a bunch of drunk degenerates.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLhFDYQHDQY&ob=av2n

How dare he portray furries so.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7Qr067KUf4

Accurately. :)

So there is a mouse lobby?

http://sports.yahoo.com/blogs/nhl-puck-daddy/eulogy-remembering-2011-12-florida-panthers-141501946.html?utm_source=twitterfeed&utm_medium=twitter

http://sports.yahoo.com/blogs/nhl-puck-daddy/scottish-hockey-player-barred-championship-game-medal-ceremony-211815047.html?utm_source=twitterfeed&utm_medium=twitter


BBOOOOO!

Well, this sucks. My dad's kidneys are beginning to fail and he's building up fluid in his lungs. Not exactly thrilled about this. I spent most of last night crying.

Finishing up the Torah, 6 chapters from the end. Did find my favorite verse of Deuteronomy.

'I shall have peace, though I walk in the Stubbornness of my heart. -- that the watered be swept sway with the dry.'

Finished Numbers and have dived into Deuteronomy. Numbers reads like the census. This family had this many kids, and this many kids, and this many kids. Also, the punishments for sin were extreme and showed a lack of value for life. But the people were also stupid enough to do the crimes. Also there is the journey to the land of Milk and honey. Moses is the power protagonist of this book.